menangis lagi

tu ja aku tau buat kan? aku da letih.. sumpah aku dah letih.. ni salah satu sebab aku x mau couple.. bila aku da sayang someone, aku akan sayang dia sepenuh hati.. so aku akan jealous and sensitif..

i cuma nak u bagi attention kat i.. tu je.. salah ke?? i tau u x suke msg, but now u da ade gf.. u x leh nak mcm dulu tau.. bile i jeles, u ckp i x caye kat u.. bile i call u, i nak becakap ngan u instead of gado tapi, u mcm x layan i.. i pon da x tau nak buat macam mana.. i letih sgt.. i nak exam.. i x larat nak pikir mcm2.. i just rindu bf i.. tu je.. salah jugak ke? u ckp i mcm dah lain.. weird.. sbb i rase u yg mcm dah lain.. dulu u bole je komen2 kat wall i.. ckp itu ini.. but now bile da couple, u mcm dah mls..ye i tau u penat blk keje.. u ckp u on je laptop tu tapi x online sgt.. i tau.. i just nak ckp ape i rase. since i sorang kat rumah and atyl pon xde..i xtau nak ckp kat sapa lagi.. i nak try ckp ngan u but i cant.. i x tau apesal.. i x nak gado.. serious i x nak..
u ckp u syg i, tp i x rasa mcm tu pon..

exclusively for you my dear AA

i want u to :

- stop talking about your ex (like she's the only one yg ever existed in your life)

- change your password yang ada kaitan dengan your ex jugak (just put anything like LEMBU, TEHAIS or even your own name! tak kan nama sendiri pun lupa kan)

- stop complaining about my outfit! i nak pakai apa yang i suka ok! maybe i nampak buruk or selekeh or serabai or whatever tapi i memang pakai macam tu

- stop saying i lembap! ok maybe i am lembap but tak payah lah hari2 nak cakap i ni "kurang peka" because it hurts!!

- kalau i macam blur, please lah jangan marah

- as you know, i ni a bit slow. so please tell me what to do. jangan marah2.. i ni da la sensitip lain macam bila dengan you..

* thats all.. i'll add up some more kalau ada lagi.. kerjasama dari u amatlah di hargai.. thanks darl 

p/s : post ni di post sebab i bengang and u know why!

drama bongok

once upon a time, in a place far far away from earth ,called la-la-li-tamplom-land, there was a girl named DEEBA MARCELLA  (can u see how unique yet beautiful name she had? haha). she was friendly , bubbly , pretty , and smart.. pendek kata everyone there likes her because of her appearance.. inside and outside.. 


in her place, she had two bestfriends, FUN and JOY.. they were always together in everything! there was a time when JOY broke up with her boyfriend, DEEBA and FUN gave her full support, morally and physically.. they never leave each others.. DEEBA also had cyber-friend but her bestfriends didn't know..


one day, while DEEBA was walking near the lake, she saw her two bestfriends sitting at their favourite spot. then she decided to go approach them. but when they saw her, both of them terus blah without a word. 
and......................................drama bermula..

DEEBA : hey where are u going? (sambil jerit-jerit)
FUN : we are leaving!
DEEBA : where? can i come with you?
JOY : sorry but no. 
DEEBA : what??? why???? we are bestfriends right.
JOY : heh..bestfriend dont keep secrets to herself! 
FUN : yeah..we know about your so-called cyber-friends.. how could you not telling us that! we also heard that she's coming over here to see you..is it?? 
JOY : you don't have to lie anymore because it's hurt!
DEEBA : ok! i'm so sorry.. her name is EXAM ACCA and she's coming here by JUNE.. i told her about you guys.my bestfriends ever. she wants to see both of you.. but she said don't tell anyone first..maybe she just wanna surprise you girls kott..
FUN : uuuu.SURPRISE!! huh.. we dont wanna befriends with you anymore.. not when you're with EXAM!
you can only find us when EXAM is gone..bye!!

see, i lost my FUN and JOY because of you EXAM!! and being with you, i can go mati tau..mati kutu!! so SCREW YOU!!! and F YOU!

p/s : please ignore kepoyoan aku memuji diri sendiri ngan broken english ku..hahaha bye

my own version :)

hello hello!!

i'm back! aku da letih study (padahal baru sikit je)..so it's time for........ "blogging"! ..yeay! rajin pulak kan meng update benda alah ni..hehe

ok. today's edition is about love :) now call me 'deeba the love doctor'.. wahahah gedik gila. relationship sendiri pon mcm ombak lagi.haih 

so here is the list of my favourite love quotes..

* if i had to choose between loving you, and breathing. I would use my last breath to say I LOVE YOU. -dani b

* I love you, not for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you.  -Roy Croft

* As we grow older together, As we continue to change with age, There is one thing that will never change. . . I will always keep falling in love with you.  -Karen Clodfelder

* the best thing about me is you  -Shannon Crown

* The couple that fights the most is the one most in love... it shows they care enough to notice the other one screwed up and care enough to mention it to the person so they can fix it. When you stop fighting it means you stopped caring. -Shawna Waltemyer

* Don't let someone become your everything, because when they're gone you have nothing!  -Kenya Mitchell

* The ones that you love the most are usually the ones that hurt you the most.  -kati tgj

* Love is a promise, love is a souvenir, once given never forgotten, never let it disappear. -John Lennon

* We can cure physical diesases with medicine, but the only cure for loneliness, despair, and hopelessness is love. There are many in the world who are dying for a piece of bread, but there are many more dying for a little love -Mother Teresa

* "....A simple I love you means more than money...." -Frank Sinatra

there's a lot more tapi x mampu nak list down semua

and here is my own version of LOVE :)

~ love is magic, magic is a trick.  trick  is the same as lies,  

what's the point of  love if it's only based on lies.  so love is nonsense! but i love you still :) -deeba marcella

counting days

hello hello!


as per my title above, i am now counting my days.. huh.. it's not that i'm going to die  because of  leukemia ke apa..ish lancangnya menaip wahai cik deeba!!..haih minta simpang lah..semoga aku di panjangkan umur. amin :)


ok all ACCA's students are aware that JUNE is coming.. hell yeah!.. june is getting nearer each day baby..
but what is wrong with june anyway?? hahahaha there's nothing wrong pon dengan si june anak sapa tah tu.
then anak siapa yang 'wrong'?? mungkin kah halimah jongang? atau mungkin juga fatimah juling? dan tidak mustahil juga kebarangkalian tu berpihak pada aku sendiri..hmm mungkin ya dan mungkin tidak. siapa tahu.


yeah i know, cut the crap deeba!!! 
ok now im telling you the truth (eceh macam cakap ngan boyfriend pula..tiba-tiba terindu boyfriend.. oh amirul dear, i miss you lah.) ....................................................................................... stop it. ok!


JUNE = EXAM


frust and tension and pressure and and and and....................urrggghhhhhhh!!! TAK SUKAAAAAAAAAA!!
i don't like you JUNE!! i just don't!! eeesssyyhhh!!!! kenapa perlu wujud nya course yang begitu susah untuk pass?? dan kenapa perlu aku yang amek course itu?? oh hello im diba n im now studying ACCA.. owh  -______-" 


exam da sangat sangat dekat but aku x study a single thing pon!! *sigh* sungguh malas kan aku? i was planning on revising F5 (performance management) sebenarnya tadi.. tapi tu lah.. aku dah cakap laptop aku ni gersang dia lain macam sikit.. he won't let me go selagi dia x puas..pelik kan? *banyak je alasan di kala malas menjelma*


so the conclusion of the case is I HATE JUNE!! and morale of the story is dimana ada kemahuan di situ ada highway.. (brooomm broommm..bye nak merempit dgn adnan sempit)

♥ THINGS A GIRL WOULD WANT BUT WONT ASK FOR ♥

1. Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
4. Give her 1 of your sweatshirts
5. Kiss her slowly.
6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her everywhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friends together.
11.Take pictures with her.
12. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back
13. Kiss her unexpectedly.
14. Tell her she's beautiful.
15. Tell her the way you feel about her.
16.  Hug her from behind around the waist.
17. Tell her she's your everything - ONLY if you mean it.
18. Make her feel loved.
19. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her- if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT- so just hug her.
20. Open doors for her, walk her to her car (if any)- it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.
21. DON'T lie to her
22. DON'T cheat on her!
23. Take her ANYWHERE she wants
24. Text messege or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at work {or school}, and how much you MISS her.
25. Be there for her when ever she needs you, & even when she doesn't need you, just be there so she'll know that she can ALWAYS count on you.
26. Kiss her on the CHEEK: (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her)
27. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her LIGHTLY.
28. Look deep into her EYES and tell her you love her.
29. Call or text her EVERY night to wish her SWEET DREAMS
30. When walking next to each other grab her HAND.
31. COMFORT her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
32. ALWAYS remind her how much you love her.
34. Rub her back.
35.Write letters on her back with your finger--feels good ;D
36.  Let her sit on your lap
37. hold her hand in PUBLIC.
38.When you hug her HOLD her in your arms as long as possible
39. Even if she looks BAD one day tell her she's BEAUTIFUL
40.  Keep conversations flowing...talk about anything usually they just go along with it.




awww so sweet kan? aku cilok kat facebook..hehe 


p/s : amirul adha, i ♥ u and will always do no matter what..  :)